Wednesday, October 22, 2008
They say.. No matter what happens..
Keep smiling like you haven't a worry in the world.
That's exactly what I intend to do..
And this last thought goes without saying...
Its about time the old Maria was back.. (;
choco|ate inked at 11:52 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
I wanna run away..
And never say goodbye.
I mean every single word.
choco|ate inked at 12:13 AM
Monday, September 01, 2008
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
For some strange reason.. I'm feeling bloody hyper today..
I mean, isn't monday supposed to come with its own set of "blues" or something?
I didn't wanna go out on Saturday.. So I stayed home all the way..
Yesterday, me and Mom went to Harvey Normal in Bukit Batok..
Now, this job I have.. It requires me to edit the customer service reports for various departmental stores, boutiques and just.. Well, stores in several different genres.
And I have to say.. I think its taking a toll on me..
Caz honestly, I felt the customer service at Harvey Norman SUCKED ASS.
And trust me when I say that I'm only putting that lightly.
At the end of the day, the manager ended up helping my mommay out with her purchase..
We had a bleeding difficult time trying to carry that dumb laser printer home.
For something so small, it turned out to be ridiculously heavy.
And yeh.. We made our way home but not before we had Subwayyyyyy..
I forced myself to eat a whole foot long sub.. Tuna + extra cheese..
Found out that Green peppar is super super yummy.. In a weird way.
Believe it or not, I've actually been looking forward to come back to work all weekend..
I was so bored at home.. I didn't do what to do with myself.
I dunno if its in my head or what..
But I guess the weekend is just good for me taking a break and chilling out..
Caz until I get my pay.. (Which happens to be next week.. Yay me!) I intend to keep my ass at home at all times.
For now anyway.. :P
My effing iPod earphones stopped working outta nowhere!
Life is unfairrrrrrrr... It just stopped! No wire sticking out no nothing.. I hadn't dropped it..
It was working fine before I walked into the office and after I did.. Bam! The right side refuses to function!
Neyways.. 1 minute before I have to start work again..
Gotta bounce!
Peace.
choco|ate inked at 12:49 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
Went for my new job today.. Honestly..
Of all the jobs I've had, I've never actually sat behind a desk and had to do work on a PC..
In a weird way, it was strangely empowering?
I guess I could actually see myself doing an actual job without any sorta problems? I dunno..
Either that or I'm going totally bonkers.
For some weird reason, I felt very at home in the office..
I guess its kinda like a get-away from home.
Its been ages since I actually got outta the house and spent so much time out..
I've barely been going out to Club or just hang with anyone.
Lets hope this feeling doesn't fade.
Surprisingly, my mom didn't have too much trouble waking me up this morning..
Despite the fact that I had slept only at around 2pm.. I guess 5 hours of sleep was enough..
I'm kinda dead now tho.. Muahahaha.. I ate toasted bread with kaya+butter for lunch..
Was craving for it so bad.. But I felt kinda weak at the end of the day.. Hehe.
Met Gaya on the way back! We were talking about the most random stuff in the train..
I didn't even realise when in the world we reached Woodlands..
I got off there instead of my usual stop, Admiralty, caz I had to go check out laser printers.
To tell you the truth..
The crowds you see while taking public transportation is kinda freaky.. LOL.
I detest taking the trains esp.. Buses arn't that bad yet.. Tho it can get a little cramped up..
But for some strange reason I've always found boarding a bus to be a tad bit more safe as opposed to getting into a train during peak hours.. Pish.
I took off both my piercings.. No idea why.
I'm gonna try heading to work with both my piercings intact.. Tho I'll be using the "transparent" studs which, in all honestly, don't exactly live up to it's name.
We'll see how it goesss...
I'm off to have a coupla games.. (:
Peace.
choco|ate inked at 10:21 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
Before I begin my raves and rants.. I have something to say.
I AM BEING FORCED TO DO THIS!
By GAYATHRIE! (This is meant to be invisible.)
So yeh.. I'm all set now.. LOL.
My feet are effing soreeeeeeee.... Why why why whyyyyyy me........
Pfft.
I went for an interview last week @ Chai Chee.. TechnoPark or something..
Was supposed to start the job on Aug 22nd.. Which happens to be today.. Hmm.
So these people had called me up earlier this week to confirm me being able to start work..
I had said yes.. (Truth be told.. I was a little half-hearted to have to travel that far..)
Maybe I got lucky? Caz the start date got postponed to next Friday..
On which I immediately renounced the post.
Soooo.. Yesterday itself I had sent out my resumes for a couple of job applications..
I was supposed to have 2 interviews today.. One at 11am and the other one at 2pm..
Woke up at around 9.20am.. On which I'd like to emphasize on how I detest waking up in the morning! But I dragged myself across the house and stuffed myself into the shower..
I pretty much knew what I wanted to wear tho I was a lil unsure about my footwear..
My only presentable and comfortable pair had been thrown away by a certain bastardous person.. So I decided to wear my mom's formal heeled shoes.
Now, my mom had warned me before-hand about the soles of the shoes being a little lose..
But encouraged me to wear it anyway.. And I had thought to myself.. Not like I'm going to be walking a lot..
I was wrong.. -.-
On my way to the MRT station itself half of the left sole was dangling.. But I thought I could manage with the first interview anyway and head back home.. Right?
Again.. I was wrong.. -.-
I finally found the stupid office where the interview was being held at..
And trudged in to get the interview done and over with..
Now, I was telling Gaya on how hot the guy who was supposed to be interviewing me sounded..
And our friend had said that guys who sound good on the phone usually turn out to be short, plump and nerdy.. Or so one would think?
She was wrong.. :P
He turned out to be one hellova HOT dude.
Yum yum.
One big problem tho.. He might be married or taken.. (Which cute guy isn't?)
And another thing I found a little disturbing was how he stuttered..
I was literally completing his sentences for him..
SO!
He ushered me into their conference room for an interview..
Lo and behold, my left shoe gave way right then.
I could literally feel my face getting flushed.. I mean, how often does a person lose their sole? Soul? SOLE!
I had to tear off my right shoe's sole.. Meh.
Lucky for my fabulous-ness.. The interview went really well..
I'm to report to work on Monday!
Yay me!
I called a cab to Jurong East MRT station and by the time I got outta the cab.. I had to walk barefooted to a shoe shop.. Bought a black slip on.. Under 10$.
Tell the truth, I was pretty surprised.. I mean.. Arn't prices supposed to be going thru the roof?
Alas.. I made my way home and cancelled my second interview.
***
I spoke to Nareen yesterday.. Bout how my life is going..
How I sometimes feel I have nothing more to expect from living..
And yeh we had a pretty long conversation which literally lasted half the night..
Half of the ideas my dear horny one was giving was related to me moving to the big OZ.. Lol..
Life changes so suddenly..
Just one year ago I was getting used to living in Canada..
And now I'm here.. Trying to "grow up" and start living my life..
Oh oh.. I have to remove my piercings for this job.. ):
I'll prolly use transparent studs..
ANDDD..
I have a delivery this evening..
Won't anyone let my poor sore feet rest? *Wails*
On the bright side.. At least they have the weekend to recover..
Did I mention how my mother's shoes literally made my last two toes on each feet swell up like a balloon caz of all the friction that was going on IN the shoe itself?
Pish!
Peace!
choco|ate inked at 3:10 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
It's been a while since I've posted anything here..
I guess I don't really know where else I could let all this out?
Have you ever felt as though you've pretty much gone through whatever there is to go through in one lifetime?
Ever felt as though.. You don't know what to do with your life anymore?
Wondered about what tomorrow holds..
Where exactly you're headed to?
Perhaps even.. Why you're living?
What the hell you're supposed to be doing in life?
What to expect from life?
The whole point of your existance?
What's gonna happen tomorrow..
Questions which no one has the answers to..
At one point in time in your left you just shut down..
And shut the whole world out.
I don't feel happy.
Happiness is something that I once experienced but not anymore.
I can't remember the last time I laughed whole-heartedly.
Can't remember the last time I smiled about something stupid..
All I am.. Is numbed.
I don't know what I want anymore.
I don't know what to expect.
I don't wanna talk to anyone.
I don't know what to say?
What to talk about even..
I just don't understand what went wrong..
Don't even understand why my life is ultra fucked up..
Why now?
Outta the blue..
I mean.. I wasn't even warned.
It just hit me without warning.
What do I do?
choco|ate inked at 5:34 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
My wisdom tooth started acting up last night.. I was quite annoyed caz it effing hurts. I couldn't even eat the laddu my mom bought.. It's still on my bed.
SO!
Here I am... Stuck in the wonderful city of Kuala Lumpur..
Am putting up at The Royale Bintang Hotel..
Something screwed up on their website and we were quoted the wrong price.. (SGD$400/night which is insane.)
My mom insisted on making enquiries and now, we're getting the freaking executive suite for only RM$185/night.. Huge diff nuh?
Luxury is my best friend.. Bought a shit load of snacks today.. Tomorrow am gonna go on a shopping spreeeee! Can't wait.. Maybe I'll get my nails done.. I want them painted black!
Shout out to all my lovelies back in SG! Missing home.. But hell, I honestly can't complain.
Gonna go have a bubble bath now.. HEHEHE.
TC all! *HUG*
choco|ate inked at 9:28 PM
